Instead of an employee, you’re now the employer, so you have all the power. Now that you’re older, the roles may have reversed, but this time you’re in the more dominant position.
She might just laugh at your inexperienced dick and looking for someone with more skill. Of course, you couldn’t do it because you were intimidated by her wealth of knowledge and experience in the bedroom. Back in the day, you’ve probably babysat for your neighbor and probably fantasized of fucking the MILF.